zacharyxhemsley

2010-04-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

moved to another camp now.ugh stress the distance is so far.thank god the circle line is fully operational.baby,i miss you.haiz...b's having tuition nw.i miss you b.haiz

2010-04-06T17:46:00.003+08:00

4 months has gone through.

the last time i posted something down here was the so called farewell entry before i serve the nation.well im back to blog often from now on.im glad my four months have passed through with ease and im given the golden ticket i shall say :) only baby and the campmates know about it.lol

okay enough about that,i just wanna say thank you baby.for enduring and tolerating the drastic changes in me these couple of months.and for waiting for me patiently all these while when im stuck in that island.i love you baby especially last month when i wasnt even able to contact you during my field camp.and you stood there waiting.i love you honeyb <3

now im hoping for a nicer post and maybe just maybe im hoping for office posting.8 to 5 is pretty nice,you know.lol currently im waiting for baby to return home because she's just on her way from a school excursion :) lol go esplanade eh baby?how cool is that 0.o heh poor baby is super exhausted.rest well later honey :)

actually i have a lot to blog about but i just couldnt think about it now.ugh anyway,POP in 2 days :) talk to you in awhile babygirl.

2009-12-09T16:21:00.002+08:00

i'll say i miss all these people

may god bless me for this upcoming year :)

12 december 2009,here i come.

2009-11-20T13:49:00.002+08:00

november rains with a meaning

for most people november might be the month of downpours but for me,november is the best month of my every year.it's a bit different for this year as im going to be enlisted into the national service in 23 days.only god knows what's in store for me in the coming days but i sure as hell want something never to end.

it might be quite sometime but im willing to be there everyday as long as i know at the end of the day you'll be there,waiting for me.it hurts to know that im going to be preoccupied during your important year to come but im hoping you'll take good care of yourself.

these few days have been rocky for me and i only could pray for a better outcome.and so it has been better and i thank you and god for blessing me with everything that i am now.you made me into the man i never was.that i never think i will be.and there's noone ever gonna replace you in my heart no matter what happens.as i've already pledge my loyalty to you.

so its a calm and wet afternoon and im here at baby's place.im sure going to miss all of these once im in camp.and i hope god will protect her when im not around.this is all i could think about blogging for now.i love you my sweetheart.there's nothing better to see than that stunning smile of yours;it just melts my heart <3

041108

2009-11-04T13:29:00.004+08:00

it's finally here my love :)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE! it's such a wonderful day to start with and we're also having baby's class chalet in awhile.so yeah baby,i would like to say so many thanks to you because youve been the nicest and most sweetest to me.and i jolly well know you'll continue doing so because if you dont!you'll see what i'll do to you ^^ anyway apart from that i pray that our relationship will take us to our goals and dreams.

i can still vividly remember the day i went deep down my heart and asked you to be mine forever.and the days we dated,is always the marking of my new beginning in my life.and i thank god for giving baby to me.i love you baby and there's no words would explain my love for you.
they doubt our love,thought it's just a joke but we'll prove them wrong.

and at this moment too,i would like to apologise to baby for whatever happened last night.i know i shouldnt have talked that way to you and dont worry baby what's history will remain history.i just dont want to feel insecure to go out with you and having dickheads attacking us from the back.its something i dont want to risk.and ive cleared everything.

happy anniversary to you my love,once again.

may god bless us till our deaths.

041108<3

2009-10-27T12:20:00.002+08:00

46 days more....

goodmorning,okay i shall stop dwelling on the days that are left.im going to enjoy today with my beloved because we're heading out to get stuffs and all.prolly a haircut as well for me.and like i told you all before,i dont care about the hair,i dont care about the physical training but all i care and worry about is my babygirl all alone by herself once im in camp.haiz,may god bless us aite baby.i love you and there's nothing going to harm us,honey.i promise *pinky promise*

so yeah am currently using the internet while baby's getting ready.yeah i love the morning cum afternoon breeze when im here.so yeah let me talk about something been bothering my mind,not really bothered just am just plain fucking dissapointed.since you all put it that way,then so be it.i want to see how far you all can really go.one thing,i hate that kind of attitude.not to worry,this wont affect our friendship.so yeah,it's almost time to go out now.blog some other time then.

baby i love you.and not even death will do us apart.

2009-10-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

farewell to my teenage life.

yes,it's true.i am going to serve my nation in 49 days time.it's prolly hard to believe but yes.my jaw dropped when i receive the letter about 4 days back.it's simply a reminder to me that my teenage like is coming to an end.only god knows how my mood changed in a snap of a finger.

basically i have no problems about national service.all boys in this country are born to do this but the only thing that is stressing me out is baby.for those who know me,im sure you get what i mean.but those who dont really do,sorry im not going to express anything on my blog.

i will miss you so much baby.till then,i'll update tomorrow alright.
i love you baby.

i will love you too tonight,im wanting you to the point im going crazy.im the person you know cant go through a day without you,oh baby.i hold you in my arms,my heart beats only to that love.im going to slowly suffocate to death there,i want you baby.ive been caught alive by your eyes and i cant turn my head anywhere.your eyes are sparkling,it's so breath-taking and i can go crazy.

my nabila,my fucking life.

2009-10-20T13:20:00.002+08:00

sheperd's pie,here 041108 comes.

pardon me for being random.we just reached home from the supermarket and fixing yasmin's psp at loyang point :) baby has inspiration to cook lots of things today and im here to help her.lol it's going to be delicious alright.these days have been tiring for me,chilling with the boys like almost everyday since last thursday till last night.what to do?they're my new close friends now ^^ better than the old group ^^

so alright,dont have so much time to blog and yap yap yap.will update soon.oh i need to change blogskin man.damn long already sia using the current one.

toodles <3

2009-10-14T19:26:00.006+08:00

over at my aunty's;collecting things.

baby is on a bad bad mood :( sorry to hear about it baby.it's okay we'll make new ones,i hope please dont be angry sayang.well yesterday was alright to say the least.i felt so tired after the soccer game,fyi it's been 3 years since ive played soccer.lol thanks guys for the invitation.

today woke up really late because of the exhaustion.im sorry baby.baby was super duper cute just now i swear.story?not telling though.so yeah,im over at my aunt's place now,collecting stuffs for my mum and heading home after this.good god almighty im starving.and baby thank you for giving in to me just now,youre such a dearie.i love you la sayang <3

oh yeah,fuck your nonsence please.i dont know why youre like that.it disgust me and bloody hell annoys me to see your actions like that.so go have a wank,you nonce!

pictures from the 'jage pelamin' night is up.

2009-10-13T12:09:00.002+08:00

back for another entry.

im at baby's place now.really really bored and a little sad becase baby is going out with kak shidah in awhile :c but it's okay la baby,it's your girls day out or should i say cousins day out.lol so yeah,ive been spending my time with baby.i met the boys last night to collect baby's cash for prom. so yeah,i also have pictures from last friday;helped jage the pelamin with the boys.lol

it's kinda late to say but happy 11th monthsary baby!thank you for all the time spent with me.i love you more alright and im sure you of all people know that.and yeah havent say this for a long time on my blog..... but im with the most beautiful and adorable girl on earth ^^

okay then,toodles baby.i love you sayang <3

okay tak jadi post pics.

2009-10-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

am at my aunt's place now.chilling with my little cousins and getting to use the internet to blog for a short while.well, these days have been pretty rough for baby but not to worry b,im sure something good is coming to you very soon :) just persevere through all these and you'll get your reward.well tomorrow will be the day baby and i get to show the whole world our couple baju kurung outfit!haha see how la eh.

i might be meeting the boys a bit later on tonight as they all just booked out of camp.so yeah,prolly naz will fetch me and we'll chill with boy botak at lavender again.b,you kasi i pegi kan?thanks sayang.dont worry i will still call you when youre going to sleep.and thank you for understanding when the boys ask me out b,really appreciate it.i love you <3

okay then baby is studying now and im off to upload some photos on facebook.toodles.

i miss you :(

you know who you are.

2009-09-25T14:58:00.002+08:00

back for another entry :)

how long has it been?lol but okay im back for another entry.and to all my friends,selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin(aku tau la aku wish korg lambat) and i hope everyone is doing well and just fine.have a fun time going out visiting with family and friends and to those who are sitting for the big examinations,i pray for all of you to do your best.

okay da,bye.

2009-09-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

9 september 2009

today is the day that has the same number in all three columns.lol random.im at baby's place now where i fetched her from school earlier on and now we're going to play uno with yasmin in awhile.

in about 30 mins time, im heading to tampines mall to meet isham and running an errand for baby.oh yeah,did i tell you guys how priceless baby's face was last night?lol i swear isham was enjoying the moment as well.i hope you love the cake my sweet little babygirl.it's from the heart :)

okay,i shall now go off from blogger and do somethings else and chill.i love you B<3

2009-09-08T16:19:00.001+08:00

look at that little sweetheart :) it's her birthday today you know<3 hehe happy birthday my beautiful beautiful babygirl.i hope the suprise in the morning woke you up from that slepy walking paste of yours.hehe i really enjoyed having to do things for you the whole day baby :) so i was thinking back and a flashback came to me because a year ago on this very day,i was on the phone with b,persuading her to come and join me,saw and rara for buke puase.but mama asked b to watch the kids so i understood very well and at the same time was kinda dissapointed though :( i mean who wouldnt wanna meet that little girl with that damn adorable voice heh so yeah i promised baby that i would get her mchicken if i see her the next time :)

and here we are a year later,standing by each other and pinching one another!lol just wanted it to be rhyming slang end to it :) happy birthday once again baby.hope youre very very very happy today.have a good evening and i love you sayang.see you in awhile alright sayang <3 muaxmuax

2009-09-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

May you have a good year, this year. Happy birthday to you and i hope you do well for your N levels this year. I believe and i have faith in you that you will do me proud. My gift to you may not expensive but it's from my heart. I love you b and there's nothing that can change that.

Yours Sincerely, ZxxH

2009-09-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

it's too late isnt it?

well i have to say happy 10th month to my wonderful,cutest and most adorable babygirl :) my laptop is down and there's no way im getting internet access these days because im very busy with my life with baby's birthday in 2 days.baby and i had a wonderful and memorable time on our 10th month.

and yesterday had a fun time cleaning up and fixing things at baby's place.lol makan tom yum tau!jgn main-main eh!what my baby wants,surely will get one! lol okay im still at baby's place now going to buke soon. tata people. i love you baby<3 and yeah ill be blogging pretty soon.

baby,youre the only girl that can make my heart beats slower and faster at the same time.
and that's why,i belong with you.

2009-08-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

goodmorning

well a nice warm morning today :D im currently at baby's place.waiting for the right time to get ready for today's outing.am excited,first time going swimming with baby you know ^^ hopefully for the best today.and today also marks the start of a month with full of blessings and nice things.prayers tonight boys! lol take 8 or 20 it doesnt matter as long as the niat is there.

so yeah,im so overjoyed that i get to blog now.lol laptop down mah,that's why like jakun like that.lol okay then,that will be all for now,i'll blog pretty soon aite.
i love you aftermath <3 lol and on top of everything,i love you baby <3

2009-08-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

stupid laptop

hello once again and im back for another entry.after like 18 days.my laptop is totally destroyed,thanks to people who are not responsible in taking care of it and at the end of the day im getting blamed for everything.

well im not going to enter a long post but just a few updates on what is the upcoming events.so yeah,baby is now having her prelims and stressing out everyday.all the best to you my babygirl<3 i pray and hope you'll give your best and i know you will.well youve proved that studying last minute can pay off.i didnt want to believe that at first but hell you made it happened :)

so yeah,someone's birthday is coming soon ^^ and i so cant wait.hehe oh congratulations naz for your achievement today. oh well,i better hurry my ass to finish the few revision road cicuit test then off to TP for another time.hopefully i wont beat the amber light again -.-

got to go now,baby needs to use the comp.

i love you b<3
will be blogging pretty soon....

2009-08-02T18:46:00.002+08:00

like finally

to be honest,my laptop is acting weird.it doesnt startup properly and hang there for hours.ive been trying my best to get it to switch on but it just wont do.and i sort of miss blogging and reading baby's blog and all.well finally,im going to do so but the sad thing is that baby's already offline :( damn i should have tried harder just now.so i guess im just going to take my time blogging.i have lots to tell and share with this blog.

the week went off fine :) but baby is not going to be enjoying this upcoming weeks due to some reasons.baby brought me to the movies,watch a nice show with lots of laughters in it.totally enjoyed it.thank you baby.and i have this little girl flirting with me in the bus when baby is around.like it especially when she showed her jealous face when baby rest her head on my shoulder :) haha baby dont be mad okay?i love you no matter what.alexis here we come :)
fetched baby from the movies on friday and had dinner with her.that's like so nice to spent lots of quality time with her.thanks mama and papa.

i helped out at the pusara aman mosque,for those who doesnt know where is that;its the placce where all out loved ones been buried.i had a day to be an arsonist with the permission of the authorities.lol and i also found out that i have baby and her family to back me up when im in need.thank you so much.feel so honoured.

pardon me for blogging in a mess.im just so lazy to give details because im still in the moods of it :) hehe so yeah,i will try to update often.two more days and boom my favourite day of all days in everymonth.i love you baby,i shall be logging off now.prolly going out with ibu and abang wan.

ill talk to you in awhile honey and im sorry baby <3

2009-07-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

my week has been awesome

a little summary through my week.i tell you,one of the nicest weeks ever.and i got to thank just one person;my babygirl.she's been an angel i swear.thank you baby.well if you want to know more,i just have no mood to tell.

all i want to do is see baby.well i am now actually.i love you sayang :) i miss you honey.see you monday k baby.

2009-07-20T20:16:00.005+08:00

im back!

okay it was a painful experience for me.the past 4 days,ive been feeling nothing but fucked up.im dragged to KL for a business trip with ayah and i have to leave my biggest responsibility behind;baby :c usually baby will be the one who leaves me back in singapore for some vacation but this time it was me.ive never been across the borders for 2 years because of probation of course -.- so lets summarise the whole trip.

-last minute notice for the trip(sorry baby)
-drove up to malacca first to get the car fixed
-reach there at around evening
-drove nissan silvia(cousin's car)

okay certain chapters i shall elaborate abit.it was the old model of silvia.i thought the car was like damn lousy but after gear one,i press the clutch and change to second,woah i tell you the sound of the car is amazing.like it let out all the distortion air.woohoo now i know how a racer feels.but only tried to sped up till 130 km? heh

-called baby before leaving for KL

omg that was the time when my heart went crying but i hold up my tears.baby cried :( she was sick and i was where?oh my god,i still feel guitly till now.forgive me baby.still,your sick little voice turned me on.haha

-reached checked in hotel
-got snapped while thinking about baby

cb uh ayah go snap my photo eh b?lol

-got baby something from there
-suddenly i got the fever and flu(missing baby and home)
-went back to malacca to take back the car
-slept the entire night after a call with baby
-snored and talk to myself in my sleep
-went back home

phew,am i glad that im fucking back in this country.i tell you,the heat there is really extremely fucking hot!but actually i think i could have stand it.it's only that im missing the most important thing in my life.i love you baby.thank you for everything baby.im back now and you seemed to be well now after a short visit just now :) hehe aint that sweet? all the best for your prelimanary examinations this week baby.alright then,lets upload pictures and chat babygirl.

yay im fucking back la b!

highway,the place where ayah loves to fuck people around.

aww,my old man.

the bike that i used to get my prepaid card and shops

nicest engine sound i ever heard

i promise b,one day you'll get your root beer float :)

bastard old man but baby says it's cute :)

2009-07-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

fame,oohhhhhhh wow!

well im just done talking to baby on the phone.we had good laughs and all,all about you of course,bitch :) oh 30 mins ago,i was at the NTUC Fairprice with the parents for groceries shopping.bought something for you,my love.heh oh oh,did i tell you,while i was at my lift lobby this evening,there's this little boy(around 2 years old)with his family came out of the lift that i was waiting for.he then looked at me,i waved to him and smiled widely with a happy tone "bye bye".the family then walked to the letterbox area.but when my door was upon closing,i heard him screaming and running towards the lift.his mother rushed to him and tried to carry him,he then pushed his mother by the face and told me to open the door.at that moment i was at a shocked,i mean why would that little boy pushed his mother so hard on the face just to ask me to open the door. he then smiled wider than i did and said loudly "bye bye" lol how adorable.and with his teddy bear in hand,what could possibly go wrong right?hahah so damn cute, b i want a son now!

alright,back to what i was here for.it all started during the holidays when i think the friendship among 3 friends were falling apart.where those individuals have their own things and personal life to catch up on.betrayal from one another but the middle person always remains the same.well things are just getting out of hand now,dont you think?grow up la mickey and jumbo balls,why are you putting my friend's mother in this conflict?and you got the nerve to feel that youre much more educated?lol educated or civilised doing all these?and b was right,youre just a coward.oh well,and youre teaming up with 2 other cowards,ahh thats like a teamo supremo version of losers right?and now lea which is i know very close to HER now is in the picture? i mean like what's your game plan down here-.- you think you intimidate my gf and her friends just because you have the "whole cyberworld" to back you up? haha fyi,b and her friends are raelly more into those 'practical' confrontations,so to speak.and i think it was the last straw for them.tsk tsk,youre so going to regret saying all that.and lea,whatever you talked to tash about me and jaja was simply bullshit.i dont even know why you stuck your nose into other peoples' business.oh ya,youre like the cyberworld most famous girl.

cant deal with it,then dwell on it.

2009-07-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

vigorous is the word of the day ^^

today is super sweet.i have baby as my little baby :) bet you all wont get it.lol i wont be bothered to explain or elaborate either.it's personal ese.so today was certainly fine but im starting to get worn out fast.maybe im lacking of exercise.better start eating those vitamins and pumping those irons again.

my apologies for not blogging so much down here.i guess im busy filling up the new blog instead of this one.but no worries,i'll still be blogging everyday on blogger because this is where all started for me and that little sweetheart of mine. i love you baby.

alright,catch up with you later.

2009-07-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

i had a long day,today,though i didnt had enough sleep but at the end of the day,im still satisfied with myself.i shall not really describe every inch of details about my day.however,im happy that baby loves my nasi goreng :) heh can ar ^^ next time different style okay baby.we managed to get baby's craving finally,thank you to you also baby.

i didnt spend so much time with baby just now as papa was sick at home and speaking of papa,he asked me to get a cert on his specialisation and join him at work.woah,that could be a big break through.but you'll not torture me,right pa?lolim willing to try it as long as i can keep that smile on that someone's face ^^

so yeah,im running out of time,im going to log off now and talk to baby on the phone.i love you baby.and i'll talk to you soon deloused.

2009-07-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

time to go.

wont be blogging here so often.want my new link,ask.

2009-07-08T19:48:00.004+08:00

wonderful wonderful happy day!

last night i got a present from ayah.my new training kit :) actually it's really not needed but he insisted on me doing it as a passion/hobby.so okay,i wouldnt want to let him down.he said things that wasnt even supposed to be mentioned just to convice me to get the training kits.actually i dont know whether i should post the picture or not,okay la,i'll show what it is.and i was good damn sick last night,i had to sleep early and NOT talk to baby :( im really sorry baby.haiz,that was one sucky night.at least for the ending part,i guess.so yeah with baby's prayers and all,im well now :)

today,woohooo where to even fucking begin with,fetched baby as usual and found out that there's a little puny problem with some of the people in here school.im glad baby stood up on her own and put these people back to where they belong.the funny thing is that,they came to confront baby when i was around.i didnt mean to interfere but i just dont like people pointing their fingers sky high when they're talking.so i did interfere :) and goodness,it took me less than a minute to shut that girl up.and i swear,if youre reading this now.if anything happens to my girlfriend.youre in for it.but i remembered you saying " dont worry la,we wont touch your girlfriend." actually that's not what im worried about,im worried if my girlfriend touch you.lol you wouldnt wanna make her mad,believe me.she might have that angellic look on her face that makes you think you can try her anytime you want but lol youre wrong puto.oh thank you to tajul,fir and the others for coming along and watching the free show!lol eh korang.

after baby and i laughed our asses off,we went home.i was fed like a little boy :) thank you baby.hehe makes me so happy to be handfeed like that^^ and had our afternoon nap before baby's tuition.my guess baby just ended her tuition and dining with her family.happy eating my little sweetheart.i'll wait for you here.i love you and i'll see you tmr,love :)

oh yeah,happy advance birthday wish to my friend Adie Vampire :) happy birthday abang adie!lol da tua la kau.lolhave a nice birthday and go kick some ass celebrating boy!

2009-07-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH BABYGIRL!

8 months baby,yay it's our day again baby.hehe i cant seem to be more happier,hope you liked the little suprises ive leave for you at home.heh well let me begin by saying thank you thank you thank you baby :) its such a wonderful to have you in my life baby.youre the only one who accepted me for who i am and gave me the inspiration to change me.im so happy that youre by my side every single day.mac and cheese nice right b?

i cant afford to sleep yet,i must and i do mean MUST post this up 1st because why?because youre much more important that my puny little beauty nap baby.this month has been one of the most exhausting and challenging months of all b but you know no matter what happens,there is never a chance that im going to call it quits to us baby.

well,that's about it baby.im heading to bed right after this.will join you in your dreams now sweetheart :) i love you my little cute smiling sleeping angel heh.pray that i wont be able to make it for the overseas trip tomorrow okay sayang?happy 8th month again baby :) lucky numbah baby!heh i love you with al my heart nabila sayang <3

2009-07-02T20:21:00.003+08:00

please dont make it happen

hello,im here again for another entry.ive just came back from baby's place :) where else could i be right,b?alright yesterday was awesome.baby and her classmates have free movie coupons given by the OH so generous Mr S.lol so baby asked me to tagged along and also invited by tengku alaudin(tk tau spelling uh bro).before i continue,i would like to thank din,fir,faiz,steph,fana,suzs,fateha and the others for making me comfortable whenever we go out a a big group.it's not really easy to get along with your partner's friends,you know.so yeah the movie was awesome,it reflects on someone i pretty much knew.lol right b?like the story goes,mead conners repent and crawled back to jenny who he first love.

and for my case,ive crawl back to baby's feet a long time ago :) and thank you baby for being so wonderful all these times.butterflies in my stomach whenever youre by my side baby :) and as tight as we hold each other just now :) i love you nabila sayang.

today was calmly relaxing for the both of us.lol since yesterday as all about rushing here and there.baby and i are enjoying our time with wordsearch :) lol baby taught me how to be a pro just like her.ahhh i just love that little girl.heh okay baby,it's time for your chinese show.im done here anyway sayang.have a good night my lover.hear you in a while aite sweetheart?heh

kakak hid's wedding :)

brother from another mother ese

my life

2009-07-01T01:14:00.002+08:00

cant afford to close my eyes.

baby's favourite top!

currently im trying to keep my eyes open wide.the reason is because i want to send baby to school again later on.let me begin by saying,im sorry about what happened just now baby.i didnt want to go but you know how paranoid that old man can be.i hope you'll forgive me as this happens frequently and i wouldnt wanna get you mad i swear.but on the other hand,you look simply stunning with your angry sexy face b! hehe

i started my tuesday by leaving the house at around 430am to get baby's breakfast.her school has a new rule which stated all students has to bring their own food and are not allowed to leave the class premises during recess time.so i wouldnt want to make it difficult for baby to enjoy her recess.Mcgriddles will be the answer for baby.later to my suprised when i reached hougang mall;its closed!lol so i walked all the way to my old school to get it for baby.only god knows how i was perspiring during a cold windy morning.right on,i went to take the bus to baby's place.tried to play punk with her but she knows me too well i guess if that's not the case i'll reveal that im there myself.lol ahh b,i love you so much la (:

and for the afternoon,im sorry that ive pissed you off by being late.i swear i didnt know why i needed sleep so much but being the angel that she is,baby let it go after awhile and gave me a smile.bought baby's late lunch and then sent her home.dreading starts when baby walked up the flight of staircase.i mean,what am i supposed to do for the rest of the afternooon?haiz and i think dreading will be by my side tomorrow as baby might be catching a movie with her classmates.so yeah,it's alright only 2 days right b?as long as i get to see you everyday,it's alraedy an honour.

i hope youre having a good rest baby.sleep tight my little angel.i love you baby and i'll see you in a few hours my babygirl!yay! cant wait ese.and baby,i have something to say to you right here.i miss you.you know everyday i crave for your presence.

2009-06-29T16:04:00.003+08:00

absence makes me miss you alot.

my weekend was awesome.no actually,it was sunday was the thrilling part.met other side of the familia.woohoo they sure are bunch of funny people,especially the father in law la.haha " oh you can buy already uh?" but most important of all about the weekend was me getting to see baby on both days,so there's no dreading at all (: hehe and baby,you are so beautiful with that outfit yesterday!woohooo

but with all the excitement comes the painful backs and bloodshot eyes.i still think it's all worth it;currently im doing nothing but webcamming with baby.little sweetheart didnt attend school today because apparently she's not feeling so good after 3 days of rushing here and there to help out for the wedding.and the venue,awesome awesome place to get married.huge bombshell dropped by abg kyai.haha oh well,the standards are already set.heh b,ours will come in a few.haha

so yeah right now,all i can think about is you baby.dont forget to go to the doctor baby.and homeworks hah.get it b?cool aint it.whatever to you loser pieces of shit.okay b,let us not bother about this and have the time of our lives.i love you sayang and get well soon.

oh yeah,pictures of saturday lepaking with the old montfortians is there.lol eh b?hahah and also my little anak sedares.lol pictures of sunday with baby,have to wait vato.

saturday

sunday half part

the newest born niece of mine

2009-06-23T00:06:00.003+08:00

apologies

baby,i cant sleep.i was thinking about what happened just now and im really sorry alright.i swear i didnt realise or remembered it was deep down in my bag.sorry that ive made you mad again when that's the one thing that i dont want to happen.im sure you should know that i only want to see that smile on your face baby :c forgive me if you can baby.i love you and goodnight sleeping beauty.

there's nobody in this world that is more beautiful than this little angel by my side♥

2009-06-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

chinga tu madre

morning b!okay why am i saying morning to this chutiak head,she's just beside me trying her best to annoy me.and if its good fun for her,then it will be for me too.lol eh b?wow she took my breath away!just look at the pretty little girl and who does she belong to again?ME! hahah.the bummer is that baby has to go for ss remedial later on.aww aint that sad :( but it's going to take just a couple of mere hours and i dont mind waiting.but i just wish that she doesnt have to go :(

well,let me talk about my weekend.it was damn good fun rushing and watching 2 movies within 5 hours.baby was extremely exhausted but still i would cherish that day till i die.can ar?lol and a lot of thanks to my mother in law.i shall not elaborate on anything,im going to ask my baby to get ready for school.hehe i love you baby.okay youre just beside me.but seriously b,you look so beautiful.can i kiss you now sayang?heh okay later putos.

2009-06-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

baby!im done!

shh,hello baby,just a fast one okay?i just plug in back the wireless thingy on my laptop to update the blog for you baby.im done with your essay but im afraid that it wouldnt meet up to your standards la sayang :( nevermind,you edit-edit je okay?i'll hand it to you tomorrow baby.hehe

youre watching television now right b?i'll be waiting for you then.i love you baby <3 cant wait to hear you sweetheart.i miss you,you know :( dont frown okay b?smile,you know im the one who can make you smile :)

it belongs to you.

2009-06-18T01:58:00.001+08:00

& I MISS YOU MORE,BABY ):

AND i will help you on your essay,sweetheart.
sleep tight now my baby (: i love you <3

2009-06-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

alright, so i've given up on doing my essays. i'm really not in the mood to do so. my brain's tired, damn it. i already ate my burger ramly. thanks baby. you know i love you (:

there's really not much to say, anymore.

AND I DESPERATELY WANT TO SHED 5KG (or more, thanks)

2009-06-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

hey! baby wants me to blog for him so here it is, baby.

baby came over today with something that i've been craving for! hehe, baby came with ramly burgers. yes, he's contributing to my gaining weight! hm, so we ate and smoked and played games and yah, he had to go off at 5.40pm. hm, i'm missing you here baby.

and guess what? i give up on doing the essays! ):

i love you baby.

2009-06-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

content

i was at baby's place the whole day,today.it sure feels really good to have her by my side everyday.i cant get over that feeling just now b :) sure you know what im talking about right b?hehe.and for your information b,youre the first person i want to see in the morning and the last voice i want to hear before i sleep and theres nothing more important to me in life than you baby.

we played lots of card games just now with the kids and its sure good laughters i swear.lol baby was like semi drunk,well actually not drunk at all but she was all red and making funny sounds;one word summarise,super adorable :) oh and to your entry,of course i'll put you before me.youre my little babygirl remember?so yeah and now im missing you so much b.interview tomorrow at velocity.hope for the best i guess.

i dont want to talk about anything else but baby. so yeah.im heading off now.i love you baby.cant wait for tonight's results :)

2009-06-14T18:02:00.002+08:00

boring boring boring

sundays usually bores me the most but on the other hand it's going to be a blessing because tomorrow is monday.a new week and new beginings :) with baby! hehe but really i swear i cant wait to see her.it's been long enough and i cant stand it.

well yesterday i went to the gig at odiocrib to see ragdoll epilogue and for better endings,kick ass show from the both well known bands but somehow i feel odd about something.well it's not nice to discuss it here and yeah it doesnt bothers me that much.baby knows about it and i guess she'll be the only one knowing it.and once more baby,im really sorry.

i miss you baby,lets just get lost in our own worlds now b!i love you sweetheart <3 have a nice afternoon sayang.

2009-06-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

i miss you

hearing you is not really enough,
i need to see you and when i do,i dont want just that.i want to hold you in my arms and forever be in love with you :)

pardon me,im just missing my little angel so much.waiting for baby to come online but apparently she's not coming online :( boohoo aint that sad.but aye,it's alright honey,i'll talk to you in awhile.heh baby and i had a calm but rather tough and emotionally challenging day today.shall not elborate any further because it's personal.heh so yeah,i just miss her so much.especially the way her eyes gazed upon me.woah that feeling is sure as hell nowhere to be found except on baby.

i think i will be sleeping like a dead log tonight since it's kind of a hectic day but that doesnt mean im talking to baby for a short while only ^^ life's just great nowadays,back to where i started off with baby.wake up,get ready and meet her.i dont have school or anything else to worry about but maybe im starting work soon.hah yeah yeah you might think this lazy jackass is finally going to work.haha but seriously i dont want to start working now,i want to complete my education and then can start working.for now,GIMME A BREAK YAW DADDY!

once im done blogging,im heading off to the living room for some shows and then calling calling time!heh i love you baby,just so you know that i cant stand the time now :( okay baby,i'll hear you kissing me thru the phone okay?lol i miss you sweetheart :(

goodnight everybody,have a pleasant holiday period(for those who have la)

2009-06-09T12:03:00.002+08:00

morning motherfuckers.

hmm im currently at baby's place.we're going to collect her identification card and send her donation at the mosque.yasmin will be tagging along " kak,i nak makan fries! :(" im hungry and baby herself havent had her breakfast yet.

okay im going offline now.i love you baby <3

2009-06-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

goodnight my sleeping beauty

i cant help it if he's always pestering me around to do things.honestly,i dont even enjoy doing those things and you know that the best.im just so sorry that youre pissed because of that.im caught in the middle now and i dont know what to do.hope youre having a nice rest and sleep tight my lover
its not that easy to turn things around all i know is that im not going to give up on you.we'll see the difference in the years to come because i believe in you and not to forget,i love you<3

2009-06-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

you really want it b?

ignore that pink looking creature behind me.lol

okay i started my morning with a suprise for baby.not that it was a suprise to send her to school but it was what i was wearing that made baby smiled wide.lol not only baby who had a good laugh,her classmates enjoyed the sight too.sorry b if it was funny.

so headed home right after that.downloaded soem episode of one of the most watched drama series ever created.and had breakfast,straight away i made my way to baby's school to fetched her.we had a long bus ride,seriously that was one of the longest bus rides i ever felt.maybe because i was standing all the way!baby and i then had our long afternoon nap till about 5 plus.woah sure as hell am exhausted from the heat.

baby wants to pierce her toungue again and my reply is NO B!nah uh.no way baby,no la im just kidding,of course you can have your piercing b.it's all fine with me.lets do it tomorrow then.okay apart from that,im just too little annoyed with some issues,i aint in the mood to discuss about it but yeah,just watch your back.oh yeah,to those hatetaggers,stop making a fool out of yourselves.but aye if you fancy it,i wont let you down.

so let's have a nice day tomorrow baby.argh all i can say is that im missing you badly :( at least im getting to hear and see you through that tiny little hole :) so yeah,i'll talk to you again later tonight baby.i love you sayang^^ have a good evening.

2009-06-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

suprise suprise

baby got a wonderful suprise just now.i actually sat under her block for like an hour plus?hehe just to wait for her end her computer session.then i called her up and told her i was at the kitchen window of my house.haha then i knocked on her door.she was trying to get angry but didnt manage to because i was right at her face.

well im going out again.i'll be back for you baby.i love you sayang <3 muaxmuax must rindu abang okay? :( because i miss you so much :(

2009-06-07T11:10:00.002+08:00

sunday morning,rain is falling.

ive just came back from the wet market with ayah.its a calm visit today as the wet market suprisingly seemed to be rather empty.maybe alot of the malay people have fled for a vacation?i think so la eh.so yeah,i initially thought baby was online.guess she's having her meal and watching television with her family.

well i'll be waiting then baby.anyway,im just sick and tired of your attitude,since when i used your listerine?!keep all your things in your room k next time.and if youve make noise at my ears dont expect me to come down to fetch you an umbrella but being the little brother i am,i know someway i still will do it for you.sometimes i feel like giving you a taste of my fist.cant stand you i swear.

baby i miss you :( i just wished you can meet me now and just lie down by my side.i love you baby.im logging off now sayang.muaxmuax text/call me okay b? ^^

2009-06-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH ANNIVERSARY MAMA & PAPA

thanks to you awesome individuals ive met the love of my life:) thank you mama and papa.may god bless you on this day and have a nice day tomorrow :)

2009-06-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

wtf,muke pecah is back again?! haha

this is hilarious,i didnt know that my blog has stalkers 0.0 but really,you annoy me.having the feeling of you visiting my blog is already like yuch.and now youre trying to so called make a comeback? hah open your eyes wide and look properly with those sinful eyes of yours and make sure you know how to differenciate between sizes.oh yes i can admit that im a skinny person but are you sure that my girlfriend is fat?^^ haha do your research properly okay?like ive told you,if youre so eager to get our autographs,then just ask nicely.dont have a cook up a scene you know.haha and fyi,i know who you are.i mean like even my bxl knows who you are.

so yeah back to my day,i woke up at around 950am and was pretty mad because i overfuckingslept!baby was already in school having her lessons and i switched on the laptop,talked to baby for a couple of minutes and proceed for my bath.right after that i had breakfast and changed quickly to fetch my baby.i tell you,its really hot these days-.- i cant stand the heat ese.cut us some slack please :( haha so yeah baby and i went to kfc to get meals for both adik and her.after that we headed home thought about names to play with and that's about it.

right now baby and i are having a video call in progress.im missing you so bad baby :( it's fuckingfreakingfriday b!please meet me tmr can uh?:( hopefully la eh yang.i just cant help being helpless when youre not around me.haiz.anyways,im hungry and im lazy to move my arse to the kitchen i swear.and im waiting for my ciggrattes from ayah.heh :) i'll talk to you in awhile okay baby but first sayang,you have to eat okay? abang loves you very very much and there's nothing or nobody can do anything about it!okay im off.

2009-06-04T23:11:00.006+08:00

i sure as hell didnt forget ^^

happy 7th monthsary babygirl!

let me start off by saying that i love you baby and nothing can ever change that.no matter what the obstacles god is going to throw at us,i'll assure you that i'll be with you till the end of time.so HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY BABYGIRL! oh god,you sure make she shine like a star today in my eyes ^^

i didnt want to wish you anything at midnight or this morning because we had that little tiff of ours and i know youre not really in a mood.heh so yeah,a little suprise for you baby :) hope you like the sunflower.as fresh as my heart sayang.heh baby was already getting ready when i just entered her house and give her something to smile about.i love you baby^^ we were suppose to go celebrate suzs birthday.skipped to the part when i was caught in the middle of a face to face confrontation in front of the tampines mrt station and goodness baby was so worried and she :'( youre so amazingly sweet honey,in fact you taste sweeter than honey :) hehe so damn cute la you baby.sorry that i have to show you that side of me,i just wasnt myself at that moment and i sure as hell couldnt stand that kind of hooligans.

and then again,im sleepy now.i'll just show you all the photos of today :) besides,baby's already asleep because she has classes tomorrow at 9 to 5?woah fucking hell that's like working hours sia.not to worry baby,i'll fetch you okay?heh i miss you baby,sleep tight my love.muaxmuax

2009-06-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

the day is tomorrow.

my final day in school is in a few hours time.im so going to miss the school so badly,cant imagine leaving the school after 2 and a half long bloody years.lol my case is special because i have extra 6 months to continue after the 2 years.so yeah,all the best to all the people taking exams tomorrow.may god bless you all.

i miss you :( i'll be waiting for your miss call tonight.im awfully sorry.

2009-06-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

lonely.

baby's currently out with the family.im all alone at home with just ibu.baby!i miss you can?:( come back home soon please.i have nothing to blog about i swear.it's like dull without you here :(

b,can i meet naz and ayid later?then i want to drop by your place baby.to see you again!can b please?i love you sayang <3 i'll be waiting for you to return home.heh
argh who am i kidding,im only pretending to be smiling but in reality check,im actually holding back those tears.tears that i call " i miss you,nabila"

2009-06-01T19:26:00.002+08:00

exhausted.

little marsya :)

woah today sure makes me really exhausted.my feet is killing me.well let me start telling you how my day went by.i woke up at around 745am and receieve chills down my spine as i had this sexy dream with a painful reality.lol only baby knows what that is ^^ so i wasted no time to make my way down to baby's place.first to greet her a goodmorning :) and borrow some stationary as i was having my paper later on at 1pm.baby was surely shocked when i reached there but i love her suprised face :) aint she just adorable?heh

at around 1140am baby,yasmin and i went off to board 21.they alighted at eunos while i continued the journey to school and i was 15 minutes late for my test.lol but the test turn out to be an easy one and i think i will aced it.pray for me baby -.- after completing the test i went off to meet the boys at goldenmile tower for a game of pool.asked baby to come along since i was still playing.heh so yeah,after that we went to tampines to grab some stuff.

baby and yasmin were really exhausted till baby couldnt speak a word.aww rest well my babygirl.both of us are on a video call now.it's so much easier than just typing on msn.baby im going to miss you la so much tomorrow.what am i suppose to do tmr while youre out with the family? :( i'll wait for wednesday then sayang.i love you baby<3

oh yeah i forgot,yesterday i went for a jemputan at pasir ris.it was my uncle's wedding but he's too young for me to address him as UNCLE SHAH! haha so yeah,have a nice honeymoon,my good man.and marsya was there too.

b,im missing you :(

2009-05-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

hello, jaja here. i'm blogging for b right now. just wanna say i miss you so much b. can't wait to see you tomorrow! love you much. but hate it as well when you annoy me ): don't annoy me la b! it's going to be the time of the month in...... 4 days! SO MOOD IS SWINGING FROM TREE TO TREE NOW! i'm currently watching camprock. i don't know why i bother
where you are is where i wanna be. oh next to you, and you next to me.

2009-05-30T13:32:00.000+08:00

i miss baby :(

baby's currently cleaning the house.poor little baby.wish i could help you and mama clean up.im going to gelyang to meet ayah at the wet market.i'll talk to you soon k baby?i miss you sayang.have a pleasant weekend my babygirl. i love you ,my little angel <3

2009-05-29T20:08:00.004+08:00

thank you baby,for making my day.

school has ended for both primary and secondary schools.that also means,i have baby for the whole month :) i better enjoy the moment before i land myself into swearing to serve the nation.these days have been an emotional ride for me.everytime when the time comes for me to leave baby for the day,my tears just cant stop rolling.im wanting you every second of my life baby and i sure as hell need you to be by my side 24/7 :(

it was my last day for lessons in school today.i swear im going to miss EH0901A sia!lol though its only five months plus ive been with them,they sure bring me alot of joy in school.thanks alot guys!oh yeah,like marcus always say " eh kannina,doesnt mean you graduate then we cannot meet what?" and kevin will go like " woah kanni!we going to get fuck harder by the teachers because youre not here anymore to protect us." what do i look like?a protector for you idiots?haha yeah we shall meet pretty soon and this time,you all will be introduce to your DA SAO.can ar b?hehe

we had pizza hut today at tampines mall.the place was a mess with queues scattering in front of it's entrace and the long waiting orders.plus that one face that baby and i wish to grab and put into the soup of the day bowl!haha but it sure was a nice experience dining there with you baby :) im going to bring you to places you never heard of baby ^^ after that,we fetched my little sister in law from mak's place then cabbed home.

aint those pretty?it sure is because those fingers are my baby's

baby and i had a nice cold afternoon together.we took pictures together and i say it's aluut of pics and i mean aluuuut! but it's for safe keeping.hehe can or not b? so yeah today is friday,im not sure whether we're meeting tomorrow but all i know is that im missing you so much and i cant bear the pain :( oh did i tell you?baby did her nails today,it is super nice baby!please keep them for me sayang :) i love you sayang .we'll talk soon okay yang?abang misses you badly here :(

baby and her sneaky way of taking awesome pictures^^

2009-05-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

thursday night

im trying to cut down on my smoking.baby is going to be the person to help me do just that.we'll try slowly okay baby.shes currently doing her fnn coursework;poor little babygirl has to finish it by tomorrow.im sorry that i disturbed you just now sayang.hope you will smile a bit for me baby :(

ive suddenly remembered back the times when i was messed up.frankly ive only have 6 people to thank so much but honestly i can never thank them enough.who are the 6 special individuals?lol obviously are my baby and the familia.god am i thankful to have them by my side everyday of my life.they pulled me back from the wrong path.i love you all :)now i have another 4 special individuals added into my circle i call life.

well im just waiting to talk to baby.goodnight everyone^^ i'll be waiting for you my love.see you tomorrow sexy.i miss you so much babygirl :(

2009-05-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

Congratulations Baby!

hey im back for another entry,yeah i know like too much for a day?who cares its my fucking blog ^^ so i would like to take this time to congratulate my babygirl who's position is 2nd in her class :) woah am i for sure proud of her.all her efforts and hardwork has finally paid off. * tepuk tangan tepuk tangan* senyum k baby ^^ smart little angel of mine.since baby's balak sudah lepas,it's mine now that i have to worry about.but i have nothing to worry and all as my practical work can cover up my marks entirely without even have to take the damn test this june.

the noon went pretty well.everything but the weather-.- it's like burning out there.i cant stand the heat.it's getting harder to breathe.baby and i went to tampines mall to get our long craving burgers and then headed home.baby had tuition just now,i bet youre all exhausted baby.nanti mama pulang,you go makan k?heh later tonight we talk talk on the phone for a while before both of us K.O. on bed ^^ guess that's all i have for now,i just wanted to congratulate you b,that's all actually :) i love you baby.cant wait to hear you sayang <3

eh eh b,isnt it a pity to that kid?tsk has no originality.besok we wet pulak uh baby!haha hey you cuntshit face cb dog,you can go suck your father's pinche dick!

2009-05-27T10:23:00.003+08:00

a very pleasant morning to you,my babygirl.

okay b,i agree-.- getting more flesh.

goodmorning to you b.im currently at home sayang.kenny called me in the morning to tell me that i didnt have to attend school because ive already completed the coursework project.although there's mathematics class in the early noon.i still dont have to attend it because ive aced my maths a long time ago :) so yeah im just doing time till i can fetch you baby.im really missing you right now :( if i could be by your side during your recess time,i think it will be a blast.heh hope you had a nice recess time baby ^^

so here i am,sitting at baby's favourite couch and watching fairly odd parents.can i see you right now b?:( bet i cant nevermind i'll just wait.about last night baby,im really sorry that i offended you.demi allah it's not what you think sayang.i love you sayang <3

two hundred and four days,11 hours,15 minutes and few seconds since you captured my heart baby.im so lucky baby.thank you sayang.i'll see you in a few hours babygirl.have a nice nice nice meal baby!muaxmuax

2009-05-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

the nerve of some people.

well i was having my happy mood all day long thanks to baby ^^ we had our laughs,rockband unplugged is our favourite now,right b?heh baby is so damn cute when she's all tense.im missing you badly here baby.why dont we just hit the start and pause it at our favourite parts.i dont want it to end tonight.baby saw a very ugly sight of me this afternoon :( but still b,i dont want to go.how am i suppose to cope without you?haiz :'(

i reached home at around 705pm.i waited for the laptop to on for like around 30 mins?yes,it's because that it has too much things.therefore the startup is really lagging.i swear sometimes i want to throw this out of the fucking window la!okay apart from that,when it finally start up,there's this cb dog suddenly come back with a black face and demanded to use the fucking laptop!what the fuck?i waited and stalled time to start this machine just so i can webcam and chat with my baby and you just want to use it just because youre older?well then now you wanna try to be nice with me?hah in your fucking face la k.i just cant stand you sometimes,i swear.

one of the other kind of people i cant stand is those who copies other peoples' originality.i mean like it's okay to follow here and there.everyone does that to improve themselves.but copying till the extent that youre exactly like the original one?woah fucking hell.i hate you! and i swear the more you try,the faster i'll shoot in out at your fucking face.because seriously,im disgusted with your presence -.-

okay im done ranting.i miss you baby.thank you for waiting for me to blog.i love you baby.i hear you soon okay sayang?heh i love you my lovely babygirl <3 your eyes makes me feel so special.everytime you smile at me,it brings me the thought that im the happiest guy on earth ^^ thank you baby.

i love you more,my nabila<3

2009-05-22T20:57:00.003+08:00

the 2 days cycle,is here again b :c

the little adorable queen of my heart.

it's friday again,though i love fridays because i get more time with baby but i still will hate it at the end of the day somehow.because i know the 2 days cycle will repeat again;the fucking 2 days that i'll be all alone without b around.oh well,do i have a choice?i might as well deal with it.

it's going to be a short one today because baby has already went offline and i rather play the psp or watch some television later on.baby and i went to get her top she wanted but last minute her eyes were on another thing ^^ and i tell you,she sure look fucking gorgeous in it :) heh so yeah im glad she's happy with what we've bought just now.enjoy the chinese show baby.

my little but older sister.
oh yeah did i mention?when i got home at around 650pm just now.kakak asked me out for dinner at the nearby coffeshop.so we made our way there,called baby to inform her and kakak treat me food.haha thank god,i was starving since i dont know when.thanks kakak.

b,im missing you :( you have a nice warm evening tonight.if i could just go against time,i will fight for the time to fast forward and see you once again :( but i'll just wait patiently for our next meeting baby.i love you,with all my heart ^^

2009-05-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

the endings needs a new fucking way.

well after waiting for 45 mins for the fucking laptop to start,im here now.baby's currently doing her work i guess and probably eating as well :) have a good evening my love.i miss you very very much b.nothing's changed for school today;i met kenny in the morning then to the train station.i almost wanted to break his fucking neck for a very rude reply.can ar abang2 ragdoll?hah okay completed the project work with the help of big nose and wei en.thanks guys.lol

during the break,we didnt hang out that much because part of the group was seperated thanks to some immature behaviour from the little boys in my class.so it was me and the usual like marcus and kevin.and at the same time i was praying that baby will not have to stayback for dsp.lol boring seh if i get to meet her for just a little while :( i'll get mad for nothing if that happens.baby texted,told me it wasnt confirmed and asked me to wait for her reply.so i slowly made my way to her school.once ive touched the ground of eunos,i visited the mosque again for my noon prayers.then walked slowly to the alley in front of her school.i wanted to kid around by telling her that im not able to make it but thank god i didnt because she already spotted me once ive reached there.lol sorry la b,heh nk joke joke je.

tomorrow is finally friday.wow another week passed so fast,i love this week somehow ^^ heh right b?going to do some shopping with baby after school tomorrow.poor thing,my baby has dsp till 4pm.what the hell?cant they just let my little angel off on fridays?haiz :( it's okay my love,i'll be waiting for your departure from school tomorrow;no matter how late it is.i love you baby.why is some people so busybody commenting the way i blog?does it matters to you if all i blog is about my love story?hey,this is my life and my fucking blog!if you cant stand reading it,then dont read then.okay?-.-

anyway b,i miss you so much :( please come back to the comp fast sayang.i'll be waiting sayang.i love you sayang<3 please make tomorrow comes fast baby.muaxmuax

2009-05-20T20:05:00.003+08:00

i miss you,my babygirl :c

there's a first time for everything,can ar?

i woke up pretty late this morning.kenny ended up pissed because our class starts at 730am.actually i have plans to send baby to school again last night but my intentions were cut short thanks to my deprivation of sleep :c forgive me baby.i'll try my best next time to wake up early k yang?hehe anyway moving on,kenny and i board the train at around 732am?haha damn late but it was alright though since it's only practical lesson today and there's always that substitute teacher ^^ haha we can come in at 10 and he wouldnt mind but smile.

class was pretty mundane.after class the others had maths test that would determine their fates in the next 6 months.i did not have to take the test as i passed my maths years ago.haha i wish you guys the best.i headed down to five two four to meet the bro who just came back from tanjong pinang :) haha chill for a little more because baby finishes school abit later.poor baby,exhausted is what i dont want her to feel.so i made my way to her school way before she knew it.i just miss my baby so much :( we headed home by the mass rapid transit vehicle.cooked some food for ourselves,had it swallowed down to our lower intestine and our moment together ^^

baby you might not realise this but im missing you so badly so much :( though youre on the webcam,i still think it's not enough.it hurts to know that youre not here by my side sayang :(
may tomorrow comes fast because i cant stand the heartaches without you here baby.i love you my honey^^hear you soon my babygirl ^^

2009-05-19T21:19:00.001+08:00

thank you baby for altering my blogskin :) heh like professional uh my baby,it takes her only like what?5 minutes to do all this ^^ woohooo thank you sayang.abang love you la sayang.heh goodnight my baby.kiss me through the phone soon k b?heh

2009-05-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

deal with it.

im back for another entry on my blog.woah i got to say,im pretty worn out these days.am i getting older?hahahaha oh wait,i am already old sia.fucking hell!today was a fast pacing day and i hate when the time past by fast.it only can mean one thing,i get to spent lesser time with my baby.took the train with kenny in the morning to school.poor thing la that boy,everytime being pick by me.haha doesnt matter though,he's like a second jing wei in school for me.speaking of which,i miss my old classmates.joshua & gambling kids,jing wei & the computer geeks and the tamil dancers boys.lol woah those are all the good times.im not saying the new kids aint nice but sometimes the 1st batch are the best.also reminding me,eh gemok lincah balik indon uh!kannina lame pe kau pegi!hahah

the test today was pretty much easy for me.yeah of course i did my part of studying for it.so i managed to complete the test within 25 minutes?when the time limit of it is an hour and a half?mr shokoy checked my board and was pretty smiling to himself :) hahah so as i finishes early,the more empty time i need to fill in.with what?so marcus,kevin,gordon and i went to get some drinks and chill at whampoa.talk to baby for a couple of minutes before that then hang out till about 1?we then walked back to school,they went for class and i took my own sweet time to baby's school.reached earlier so i paid a visit to the mosque for my afternoon prayers.yeah yeah weird to find out a guy like me prays to god too?-.- whatever.

fetched baby and we hurried our sexy asses to airport.baby was worried that the H1n1 flu would caught up with us.so we rushed home after getting our food.heh baby fun right just now intercepting bus routes?hah baby is so adorable la :) haha we ate happily and baby had her favourite ^^ mashed potato from popeye.heh,im currently webcamming with that pretty little angel now.she's busy doing her fnn coursework.i love you sayang<3 we'll talk pretty soon k baby.im missing you badly here baby :( the feeling hurts more than anything ive ever felt.

tomorrow 730am sial!woah like damn lazy to go school lah.but it's okay it's just till 10am ^^ oh shit,what am i suppose to do till 220pm?haha talk to you later my baby.my heart is yours<3 im lucky to fall in love with my bestfriend,right b?

2009-05-18T19:37:00.003+08:00

relentless.
whatever comes in my way,i will be there waiting for you baby.

hello to you,my baby and everyone else ^^ i dont know why im so hyped up when baby's the one who did well for her examinations.heh dont ask me what she passed and all.what i know is that she did much better than you losers freakazoids!lol in your fucking face.haha im proud of you baby :)

well let us begin,last night baby and i had a little tiff.it doesnt kill us because we love each other andthe blame is to be put on my shoulders baby.im sorry,love :( forgive me will you?i love you sayang <3 and i know you love me more than i do ^^ heh can ar? so i coudnt put myself to sleep last night.stayed up the entire night,kept myself busy with munching.bathe at 4.45am and left the house at around 5.15am.i love sending my baby to school :) it gives me happiness to do that for her ^^ hehe baby was suprised upon my arrival as she was rushing to school.we bussed down to still road.baby got her favourite packet drink and i kissed her hand goodbye.i hate that part of my life;bidding goodbye to her is nothing but sadness :( but for just now it was not that sad because i know im seeing her later on.

boarded 21 at MDIS building,i was trying to keep myself awake all along by playing the psp but in the end i woke up to find myself at StMicheals Road?haha wherever that is.so thanks to my sleepiness i missed today's phrase test.lol it's okay though i know how it's done and im going to take it 1st thing in the morning tomorrow.after class ended,i met abas who wanted to appeal to resume training at our campus.bodoh ponteng skola lagi uh!haha oh yeah to my bro naz,take care of yourself down there.will be anticipating your arrival uh cb dog! shortly after that,we went to fetch baby :) heh i just cant wait to hear more good news from her.like ive said just now,im proud of you baby ^^ keep up the good job,my love.

went to get some late lunch at whitesands and headed back home.had our meals and nap time with my babygirl ^^ thank you for letting me take a nap by your side baby.im suprised how a few minutes nap can take away the hours of sleep im deprived of.lol must be baby la,she got power,you know^^ i love you nabila sayang <3 there's nothing more i want to see in this world than you being happy :) getting your smile,your voice and your touch everyday is better than having all the money in the world baby ^^ im missing you so much now baby :(
i miss one thing today baby,i miss your sexy lips ^^

2009-05-16T13:03:00.003+08:00

2 more fucking days.

im awake,suprisingly on a saturday.i always would prefer to wake up at around 12 or maybe later.but i was motivated to bring myself off the bed because my sweetheart is already awake :) i miss you so much baby.it's like only saturday -.- i have one and a half day more to dread before i can meet my other half ^^ just so you know baby,im missing you so damn much.im sure you can feel what im feeling now baby :)

i dont know what's some people problem with our love story.seriously,we're going to be together till whenever we let go our last breath.so beat it,i dont need any opinions down here.if you claim that people who own blogs are nonsence,then why in the fucking world youre at my blog,giving ridiculous comments about my "mepek" life? -.- youre the fucking nonsence. and if you got guts,drop your friendster or whatever shit you have link on my tagboard.and thanks to naz for having my back in every event some motherfucker wants to try find trouble.

for my baby,i have lots of hours to cover :( i dont know whether i can survive without you here b.i just wished im able to be at your doorstep now baby but im sorry i cant sayang.but it's okay you'll always be in my heart and i can feel you no matter where you are.i love you sayang<3 jap lagi kite text text k yang.muaxmuax sayang sayang die :)

yesterday was our day,right b? :)

2009-05-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

baby,im back.

heh thank you for the post sayang ^^ so damn cute la you,always giving me loving suprises :) lets just talk on the phone now baby.i miss you so much already.im exhausted today b i dont know why but wait wait!somebody taiti da bagus seh :) haha 21 you lagi macam full force only!can ar?hahah i love you sayang.

my baby's hot my baby's beautiful! and that's that! to those who arent happy me being with her,just keep your comments to yourself.i dont like your shit talking on my fucking blog.

baby,im going to miss you these 2 days :(

baby its meee laaa

2009-05-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

hey baby, it's me right here, blogging (for you? no, for myself!)

so, i just want to say thank you, darling, for surprising me every so often. i love you, with all my heart and hope you do, too. actually, i know, you do! <: and baby, sorry for the stupid attitude and moodswings given and the throwing of tantrums, lately. you're an angel and i love you so. i feel so blessed for having you in my life la b. alamak, cannot puji you alot uh. later you kems to the bangssss. hehehehehe sayang baby! C:

kay la b, bye. please come back home early kay!

2009-05-14T19:35:00.003+08:00

absence makes the hearts grow fonder.

she's my life.

baby and i are like always in the honeymoon period.people might always think that it's always the starting point of a relationship that is the sweetest but for baby and i,we dont have those kind of beliefs. :) viva los 4th November! okay i kind of miss blogging and straining my eyes on the laptop.webcamming with baby till around 9 when her chinese show starts.lol so yeah im back and i'll try my best to blog every single day of the week.

so today was a bit sneaky.i skipped school to meet baby without she even knowing ^^ heh but baby slalu suspect uh! sia sia je bini aku,kenal la sangat kan b :) she had no school today,exams are over for my little baby.so yeah,i thought of dropping by to give my honey a suprise :) it's been a long time since ive done this also sia.i kept prompting her,asking what was she up to.whether she had eaten or not.at the same time i was buying her favourite mcgriddles with egg.lol

then the best part was i called her and pretend something wrong happened.
me:b!i kene anta jumpe section head :(
baby:asl seh b?ape you buat?
me:cikgu i kate rambut i panjang sangat.
baby:bedek -.-
me:btol la b,skrg i tgh nk ketok pintu die ni b.

and then the knocking came on her house door ^^ lol baby was like shouting from inside and her favourite phrase will come out "i knew it!" haha cuteness la baby.we spent the whole day together.woah i feel so joyful and content!i must give all my time and my everything for baby because i might not know when im going to serve the country.im sorry baby but that horrible day will come no matter how much i want to run away from it.im sor going to suffer without you b :( haiz enough said,i just want to spent my entire lifetime with you.cant wait cant wait for tomorrow baby!heh

sadly tonight i might be heading across the borders for supper.hopefully the traffic is congested so that we dont have to go.im sick and tired of the place.i just want to lie down and talk to baby.i love you baby<3 i dont think im meeting the boys so long tomorrow baby.i just want to see you baby.have a good evening my love.heh dont you skip your meals tau baby.i love you yang <3

2009-05-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

goodevening everyone :) woah i miss blogging i swear.these days have been a smooth journey for me.everything seems to have come to drop in place ^^ mama is super nice :) hehe but wobble sia meet her the other day.we had an outing on saturday with ibu,baby,naz and adik.lol bowling and dinner.thank you baby for being there for me on my day.thank you naz for coming over and for the cake.thank you adik for being there too.

i miss baby :( i dont have the mood to blog about my days but only the mood for baby.i just miss her so much :( she's now with mama,accompanying my mother in-law to the doctor.get well soon ma ^^ so yeah,i miss baby i miss baby i miss baby.had a good nap just now after school.didnt get to meet you baby :( it's okay there's always tomorrow because like ive told you,im giving you my lifetime :)

oh yeah,i have to cancel my tp because my exams are coming and studies are much more important that my bike lisence.okay binget -.-

that's all for now.may god bless all your souls.i love you,my sweetheart <3

2009-05-07T20:05:00.004+08:00

a year to remember.

was very busy since the clock strucked midnight for 6th of may.it was my birthday.usually,every year my birthday will be a bad luck day for me.nothing but mishappenings will bethrown at me but this year it's different.wanna know why?let me tell you now.1st,i have the most loving girlfriend in the world who stayed up despite of her exams to wish me on my day.who is also the first one to wish me for two consecutive years.thank you baby :) my tears was running down my cheek bones when you wished me,knowing that we've been through so much together.those happy moments,hard and sad times.thank you baby :'( i love you baby.

2nd,the suprise visit from my good bro,nazrin.woah i knew intially that he's going to come down but i didnt know he was going to bring me that.i would like to thank you so much my good man for taking the time to come here for me.it was really heart warming experience and really fucking touching uh siol!haha.we chilled outside my house for awhile,talked and talked about he coming over.thank you also for the ice cream cake bro.belum bukak pun siol!haha

see what i told you?isnt it nice?heh.to me it's the best.to have my baby and my bestfriend/bro by my side ^^ im so content with my life.i can never stop smiling.to those nice people who texted to wished me,thank you very very much for taking your time to remember my day :)my whole day went awesome with baby,we just dine because baby has exams the next day and i wouldnt wanna trouble her by taking her out and all.our private celebration will be one fine day :) but wait b,everyday to me is a celebration with you :)

the evening was spent with the entire family.i was suprised again by them,we were dining at changi airport swensens.i was waiting for my sticky chewy chocolate to come when suddenly the waiter put down a slice of cake with a candle right in front of me.they all then started to sing the birthday song to me.woah it was really embarassing^^ followed by the waitress passing me this paper bag.it was indeed my present ^^ they got me a new psp!finally after mine destroyed last year.wow,it's just amazing!since ive worked at swensens before they got me the firehouse happy birthday.so yeah i had two bowls to finish.

fast forward till today,i had school which finishes at 4pm.so i couldnt fetch baby.i feel so bad that i couldnt fetch my baby there :( strangely,god was on my side.i was let off early.went to baby's place and met her.heh couldnt last a day without her :) i love you baby.im waiting for you,my love.thank you once again baby.and thank you my friends.goodnight everyone :)

baby,i rindu you :( nak hear your voice can?

2009-05-05T17:49:00.004+08:00

the time is now.

firstly,i would like to say happy 6th baby! im sorry for the late online wishing sayang.you know how i was these days right b.oh well,today went on fine.teacher decided not to give us the mock test.lol.so we were all left to practice our practical jobsheets.kind of tiring but it's fun to study things that most people dont know.

so right after school,i head down to fetch baby.i could have sworn my phone's vibration sucks and baby was mad as i did not attend to her calls or texts.im sorry baby.we took the bus and had a pleasant ride together.we teased and laugh our ass off in the bus.lol i always find the best fun with you baby :) thank you for making my day baby.baby is taking a nap after her social studies and maths paper.myself also just woke up from a deep sleep after taking medications.thanks to ibu.

afternoon spent at home?lol it's a rare occasion for me.tomorrow will be spend with baby of course,just a simple nice place to dine and then maybe bring my baby go shopping for her things :) im going to watch tv with abang wan and ibu.i'll be waiting for you to wake up my love.i love you.

time's running out but im sure glad that youre here with me b.eversince last year,you are still my first baby :) my birthday will be a blast with you baby.

2009-05-03T12:55:00.002+08:00

i miss you,love

thursday
i fell sick on wednesday thanks to the fucking workshop lesson.i went to school to take my theory test only god knows how my body was taking all the aching and pains.i finished the test as quickly as i could,met naz outside my class and head down straight to fetch baby.she was suppose to have lunch with her girls but sadly her girls got dsp.so yeah we then head home.baby was really tired so i left her place earlier to let her rest for the afternoon.i love you baby and im sorry for that day.i dread going home that day because the next day was a public holiday-.- and i need to wait till tuesday till i meet my baby.went home,took pills and knockout straight away.didnt even realise baby called me because i was sleeping like a dead log,well i always sleep that way,dont i?

friday
forced to woke up in the morning and was asked by ayah to follow him go friday prayers and then to his new office launching for some bace bace doa like that.woah he doesnt even understand the meaning of im sick and feeling fucking weak?!so yeah drag my lifeless body around the whole day.and i cant taste anything normally.waited for the chance to talk to baby,she was out with the family to sedap corner :) it must be damn delicious right b? ^^ got home,lay on bed till around 11 then talked to baby on the phone.once baby said she wanted to sleep,so yeah kiss her through the phone <3 and tell her that i love her.

saturday

i felt better after 3 days of achings and pains?so around 3 plus,naz told me to get ready and they'll fetch me.so yeah texted baby and waited for them to arrive at HA5.alighted the cab at far east,went around surveying for the slippers and shoes.it was just the 3 of us at first but then came ryan&gf and pil&gf but pil went off right after we took pictures.lol so yeah.bumped into that bitch that everyone at bedok hates and i tried avoiding her because she stays at hougang,so i took a cab back to bedok with naz,abbas and pil.thanks uh bitch_|_ pasal kau,aku tk bebual ngan matair aku semalam.so yeah that's about it.once we reached bedok,i took the bus back home.

sunday
today is kind of calm and warm.im waiting for baby to return home.while doing that i shall watch tv with the other woman i love in my life,my mother.so yeah,come back fast k b?i miss you sayang.i'll be waiting,love.

I MISS YOU NABILA :c

2009-04-25T12:39:00.002+08:00

faces of three years

ive looked over some old photos and it came to my mind to compile everything up together.lol im laughing my ass off over how i looked over the years.i miss wearing my cap.baby loves my caps :) it's all good damn fun to see how i evolved from time to time but the best time in my life is now because i have baby with me all the time :) lol well today has been nothing but a chilling day for me.baby is going to study soon and going for a swim with the familia.i miss you so much b.

on the other hand,im heading down the bedok for a lepaking session with the boys.maybe we'll play takraw later i think.so yeah,i hope the day will pass fast because i really cant stand the feeling of baby not being with me :( i love you baby.FEEL WHAT I FEEL!

2009-04-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

fucking hell,it's friday.

argh,friday why must it always come?!i had school as per normal today.it's a suprise how everyone feels the lesson was so damn draggish,luckily teacher let us out early.i met the guys today before someone leaves.so yeah,it turned out well and naz's psp happened to be left in my backpack -.- monday i pass it back k bro.lol

so right after that,i went off to fetch baby.poor thing,she got remedials even on friday?damn!let my baby rest for one day la,she already had a long day yesterday.we trained back home and baby had her meal.i hugged baby so damn tight,kissed her like there's no tomorrow because deep down i know,im going to fucking dread the weekend :(

baby,you have a good time watching tv later and rest well k b.i know youre damn exhausted still.haiz im going to miss you baby.i cant do a day without your lips baby :( and everything about you im going to miss baby.there's a new thing to miss about you baby; our handshake ^^ well let's webcam and chat while we can baby.i make sure these two days go away fast.why am i tearing up b? :'(

2009-04-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

lethargic

lets see,these few days ive been dragged around at night with my family.it's like friday tomorrow,it's the end of the week.it's going to be a relief from school but the sad thing is im going to have to wait till monday to meet baby :( haiz,baby had her cooking test just now.i pity her,she's damn exhausted from all those frying and garnishing.rest well okay my baby :( kesian die penat,hehe so adorable la you in the bus just now baby :)

im sorry about the gravy sayang.had my lessons just now and went to bedok to chill before fetching baby.woah like the whole lot of dickheads came down.lol im suppose to go training with them.they want to teach me play takraw.lol i cant play for fuck's sake.but im just tired to come down,sorry guys maybe next time.anyway i would like to thank ayid,boy esplanade(hahah) and ayid's girlfriend to accompany through the time.haha currently im webcamming with baby,she's so adorable.chinese show after this eh b?heh

it's coming soon,in two weeks time.im not sure if im ready for it.but with my baby by my side,what could possibly go wrong?this year will be a blessing year for me.everything that ive lost seem to have returned to me.this year it's going to be a blast,why?because i finally have that one person that ive been searching my whole life :) i love you baby ^^ i love you so much till you'll drown in the love i'm showering you with.heh

goodnight sayang<3

2009-04-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

freedom has it's own way

i guess having my probation ended is kind of a hassle because these few days ive been dragged to go out with my family like every single night non-stop? -.- not that i dont like spending time with them but whenever im with them,i feel like baby is being neglected :( please dont feel that way okay b?i love you ajikdo saranghe ^^ right now,i just came back from adam road food court with ayah.we bought ibu something,which im sure she will be jumping once she sees it.and also ayah bumped into his old bike friends.woah i tell you,took me an hour to wait which equals to 6 sticks?lol but who cares,it's his not mine.lol so yeah,i talked to baby just for a little while before that little darling of mine turn in for bed.nights babygirl,have a good sleep alright.i miss you my baby :(

anyway,i might be heading to surbodinate courts tomorrow as kevin's court case hearing is tomorrow.haiz that little asshole,told him not to do anything stupid anymore.yet,none of my advise went in,that's why he's in now.but i pray that everything will turn out okay for him.might be staying up all night,tonight.i want to send baby to school tomorrow.but shhh,baby cant know about me staying up all night,she'll kill me because she knows im tired too.(sorry la baby,just for tonight k,i want to send you to school la baby) heh so yeah i think im going to play the playstation portable for the whole night.im sorry IF i happen to fall asleep tonight b :( it's okay,i'll still fetch you :) i'll see you soon,my love.

my love for you is everlasting,boo :)

2009-04-21T01:22:00.002+08:00

cookery show

school wasnt as bad as i thought it could be.i managed to finish the practical work and also learnt about boolean algebra just now.woah the formulas are killing me.i swear,it's damn ridiculous i tell you.so other than that,i have certain issues in school that i need to settle withing my group of friends.let's just hope being the middle always can save everyone in the end.

right after class,i went straight to fetch baby from school :) today was amazing,baby and i like finally cook sherperd's pie together.i dont know the result of the pie yet as i was over the border since 8pm just now and just returned home.baby has already having her beauty sleep.thanks for letting me be in the kitchen with you baby,i feel like we're already married when we do all those things together ^^ especially when we argued about who wants to chop the onions.lol heh and thank you for letting me eat the delicious pie you kept for me :D i love you baby.

im sorry that i went online to blog baby.i cant sleep just yet.i want to tell the whole world how happy i am today :) jb was boring baby.i cant even got through your phone but i hope you got my goodnight text just now baby.im turning in now baby.i love you sayang.sweet dreams and sleep tight my babygirl. ^^ muaxmuax

2009-04-19T12:29:00.003+08:00

heavenly.

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the outing was awesome yesterday.lol baby and her classmates had this movie-outing,so i was invited.i was first given a task to do at the mosque in the morning and then right in the afternoon,i fetched baby at her place :) lol my eyes were popping out as my baby look oh damn so b-e-a-u-tiful ^^ woohoo.heh walked through that park at the side of her estate,board the train and met fanah and teah as we pass by the tampines platform.met the rest of the dudes and dudettes at bugis mart station.lol apparently we missed out death upon arrival 2 but nothing to worry because my ep copy is reserved already by the raggy boys.

the show "knowing"is not really that bad.quite interesting though;it's a story full of mysteries and untold secrets.baby was so damn adorable and cute when she was in the movie theater.heh we had out moment,after which,we went to simpang bedok to have dinner there.oh yeah,happy monthsary to the couple of fir & steph and also to zan & fanah ^^ heh thank you for making my weekend rock baby!heh as for now,baby and i are just webcamming with each other and chatting.baby's going to cook for me later!yabadabadooo!lol i love you baby.oh yeah,i have a IC test tomorrow,hopefully i'll do well.mr shokoy prolly give the easy questions.lol and IC is not identification card okay.lol

i miss you baby :(
i'll see you tomorrow :D
i love you my nabila ^^
muaxmuax

2009-04-15T11:53:00.002+08:00

life isnt always a fairytale.

always give your everything and anything that you have.even if it's seem to be impossible,try to make it possible.being allowed to breathe in this world is already a fortunate gift but getting the opportunity to fall in love is a blessing from god.different paths collide and both will try to adapt to each other turns and detours.

sometimes i wonder why must the mistakes of the previous generations must repeat on to me.when all i did was to be at my very best,to make life a breeze for the ones i love though i know i'll get nothing in return.that is what sacrifice is all about.life is simple,you make choices and you dont look back.somehow someway,at the end of the day as i get to embrace my eyes to yours.i feel contented with life.therefore i dare to say it out loud that i love you will all my heart.

changes will be put to tests pretty soon.i will mould everything in a different way.life revolves around one thing we call hope.as far as i can see,there is still lots of hope in this.so i'll never back down from any obstacle that god throws at me.im ready to go against all odds for you and by all means,i'll do anything for that smile on your face because i want to keep you happy and there's nothing else in the world i would want other than that from you.

no mood to do anything else just to make it up to you,not even school.futhermore,i hate afternoon lessons.anyway,i cant wait for that day to come.i have so much to show you and much to tell you.if god's willing to let me live till that day,then you'll see how deep this feelings are,the one thing that keeps me alive;love.

2009-04-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

it's nearby

well i have nothing much to blog about.school is such a drag,argh i wish i was still in the period of holidays where i can wake up anytime i want.i fell asleep in class just now,luckily ive completed the bloody assignment.so school was per normal and everyone is else also normal,i guess.shortly after i ended class,i bumped into abbas and pek.abbas is applying a position in school.after that they wanted to tag along to fetch baby.

right after baby stepped out of school,along came naz and his 2 friends.woah like going to find trouble sia just now.indeed naz was looking for someone,he's lucky he didnt come out.i dont know what those beasts would do to him.haha baby and i then went to tampines 1.i would say it's a pretty nice joint to shop at but you get bored after 15 minutes walking through the mall.lol

went home and let baby have her meal.watched kyle xy with baby and adik too.after baby was done with her meal,she wanted to read her book and take a nap hah eventually i fell asleep before she did.baby then wanted to use the computer,haha it's been quite awhile since she last use it.lol by then i was making my way home already.i miss you baby:( i hate going to school,it's such a drag now.i'll see you tomorrow baby.i love you sayang ^^

2009-04-12T10:51:00.002+08:00

her ghost will grab you before you die.

yesterday was such a boring day.baby couldnt join me for the gig at fad media,she was making her wonderful Shepperd's pie.woah papa,mama and the kids got to taste it and i didnt :( it's okay baby,one day you make me one okay sayang?heh before i reach fad media,i met my good old friend who just emerge from the shadows of the dark world.lol and the followed by ershad ahmed.thank you for the umbrella bro.

so it was pouring so heavily and i was like asking myself what was baby doing,whether she's alright at home.and how's the cooking going.heh as i reached there,i see the familiar faces.the gig was awesome especially during straight forward's slot.everyone was singing and chanting together with them.and thank you kurt,naim,danny,fhamy and mas zamir(STR8 4WRD) for dedicating perserverance for me.how i wish baby was there.in my mind,it was the best performance ever in fad media itself.the crowd was hype up and all over the stage,hell even the soundman stood up on the chair and took a video of the performance.haha

and last night was the first time i get to feel the night after 10pm.lol then baby and i talked for awhile before she turn in.so that was all for yesterday.now im waiting for baby to text me after her class.i miss you b :( i want to see you today,i dont care what the circumstances are.i will be there later.heh i love you sayang.heh cant stand the feeling of you not here by my side baby.

i love you my babygirl.

2009-04-10T11:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH MONTHSARY BABYGIRL

it's good friday to everyone today but for me,it's a special day because it's my 15th month with my one true love.the journey with her through these months is definitely the peak period of my life.because i have a new beginning with my baby.it's 2 special days straight right b?heh so today sadly we cant spent time together.family time baby :(

baby is still sound asleep i think.heh super adorable and i just want to see her now.argh.oh yeah,heading for friday prayers soon with ayah and abang.then after that should be going to eat or something.i'll be waiting for your text my baby.i love you sayang.sorry for the short post people.morning posts are always like this,aint it?

i miss my nabila :( haiz,wish i could see her tomorrow.let's hope hard ^^ okay then,i'll be going off now,baby text me once youre awake alright my sleeping beauty :) once again,happy 15th monthsary my sugar <3 im so glad that i found you baby because i am destined to find you.
heh muaxmuax

2009-04-09T11:53:00.005+08:00

my baby,my world;my fucking life

fetched baby and bussed back home.woah i swear we waited for ages for it to arrived and it was a single - decked bus -.- reach home,prepare food for baby to eat while she was engrossed reading her novel.then i took off;i was fuck upside down by the people whom i call family.wow what a day,already i didnt get to spent even 3 hours with baby and now this?way too depressing on what i was suppose to call,my day!met my p.o and settled everything and by midnight tonight,my good friend is coming back home :D FREEDOM.

alah it's not like im going to abuse it again,i got baby to take care of and im sure she wouldnt like it if i roam the streets like how i used to.well not to worry baby,i'll stay put to my daily schedule like this :D hehe i also dont feel like going out at night nomore unless youre by my side.after the meeting,we went to grab a bite with abang tagging along.cb sibuk je si gemok tu!

well this post is a fast one,the main motive of me posting this is to say,thank you my babygirl.thank you for blessing me with your presence since the start of my probation and till i end this shit.if it's the someone who tells me not to go back home or breach the time limit is you,baby.if theres a time when i got sick and tired of the family and feel like jumping out of my window and go out,youre the one who stopped me baby.and you accompanied me through the lonely nights by talking to me till the wee morning.even if i fell asleep on you,you still wouldnt mind because you know i'll stay put at home.i cant thank you enough my baby.well,let my love repay your great kindness.not only for the 15months but for life baby.till the day i die,youre the one i'll serve with everything and anything i have baby.

i love you my nabila.there's noone in this fucking world who understand and knows me better than you do.once again thank you for being there for me at all times baby and also for being that sweet little smiling angel ^^ well youre off to sleep and im off to do something for ayah(only you know right baby?heh) lets pray that i wont be going where i wouldnt want to tomorrow morning,argh dreading holidays!why cant you holidays leave baby and i alone.it's okay baby.i'll try to survive,i'll see you pretty girl on monday :)

im missing you badly,queen of my heart :(

EDITTED

goodmorning baby and people of the world.wow this is the second time i feel so enthusiatic about an event.first one is of course the day baby and i got together.but today is something different from my personal life.ive been waiting for 9th of april to come ^^ and it's finally here.hah but as i told you all,there wont be much of a change.it's only that time is once again,my good friend.for the past 2 years time has been an enemy,a factor that i never want to acknowledge because i jolly well know it will bring me down.lol but who cares about all that now ?haha
woke up this morning at around 4am,with intentions of sending baby to school.im really sorry baby.haiz what a sleepy head i am.but it's okay baby,im always seeing you after school :D hehe i cant wait for later either baby.but im afraid today is going to be a rather short day for us to spent time together sayang :(

now im home alone with nothing to feed my growling stomach.it's alright,i'll be filling my stomach with my love later :D heh nothing much to blog about.well,we'll see how the rest of the day goes for me :D hehe i love you nabila sayang ^^ i see you later babygirl :D

2009-04-08T19:13:00.002+08:00

contented

woke up today hoping to do the thing ive been waiting for since a year ago but only to get shot by the leader of the house.that wasnt what i expected really.i was so pissed that i landed my lifeless body on the couch and dozed off instantly.im sorry i didnt text you that much baby.well later when i woke up,ibu cheered me up and gave me a new start of the day.thank you ibu.sometimes i feel really bad when i tend to answer you rudely and shout at you.hope you forgive me for all my sins over the years as baby and i know,ive been causing troubles for you for the past 3-4 years.

and i also want to apologise to baby because i didnt fetch her just now.instead i met her with iya and teah at whitesands straight.baby was like shocked to see me that way.haha.we had our lunch and thank you for the treat baby.i love you sayang.baby bought 2 books today,heh she was so happy till she was smiling before she even took a nap.she's so adorable i tell you.tomorrow is something i been waiting for almost 1 and half years.some of my friends are also anticipating the day.but let me tell you guys beforehand,i wont be so free like the zacky last time.my time will be spend on my family and baby.but i will also spent time with you guys at gigs and all :D

for the ragdoll epilogue & murdered for revenge,all the best for the split ep launch.and have a safe journey to & fro Kuala Lumpur guys.give those kids there a kick ass show man.and i want a copy of the ep too :D okay that's all for today,im going to sign out and wait for my baby to text me.i love you baby.i'll talk to you in awhile.i miss you so much my nabila :(

2009-04-07T09:01:00.003+08:00

Birthday Boy,5th from the right

east coast plans were cancelled due to a lot of peoples' absence.it's okay guys,we'll go when school reopens or something okay.hah i would also like to take this time to wish a someone whom i miss so much.HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MUHD FAQIH BIN FAKKRUDDIN ! hah we'll be waiting for you to come out from that hellhole.sad thing is that some of the younger ones created trouble again and they are going up for their court trials this 22nd april.but for me and bel,we're done with all these chains of terror.haha freedom balls.so come out faster bro and we'll show you what is life now.

it's been what?3 years,woah i sure miss the times we all wasted with the brothers.come out soon faqih.apart from that,i miss my baby.i swear i hate mr s.fucking cunt,how can you as an educator paid by the government say such a thing?unless you apologise,i will pursue this matter.made baby so angry yesterday.thank god the taxi driver made us laugh and all."shiok sia"haha i love you sayang.i'll see you in a while okay?

baby is having her remedial again.i pity my little girl because she'll get exhausted by the end of the day.it's okay baby,all these will damn sure pay off.study hard my baby.im going to watch television now sayang.i love you baby<3 i'll see you in a awhile my baby.i miss you so much yang:(

2009-04-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY MY BABYGIRL

aye aye!open shut open shut it's already the 5th month baby :D and it's also our upcoming 15th months of love.things havent been going so smooth during the month of april baby because youre casually falling sick and i hate seeing you being sick.because my baby is a happy girl,hyper is the correct word :) but its alright now baby.youve recovered :D heh and i so cant wait for the date we're going to have later on today.woohoo.if you can make it baby,even if you cant.i still got like the rest of my lifetime to date you baby :) heh so happy 15th monthsary my love <3i love you,my lovely nabila.

today was nothing but worries.it's the day that baby returned to school after a three days absence.she hasnt feel the outside atmosphere for a long time,she told me she couldnt take it anymore.so we cabbed home,put her to bed and let her rest.and i dont know why but when my baby's tired,i feel it too.so we both dozed off and when i woke up i couldnt stand the feeling of hunger.so baby and i ordered macdonalds,after which we watched some programmes on the television.then baby wanted to rest,took her medications and i need to head home.only god knows how much i hate that fxcking part of the day.as usual i'll get cranky and sad but this week has been more because i feel more worried over baby's activities at home when im not there by her side.but since she's getting well by the minute,i thank you my almighty one. came back home and there's nothing to do really.because baby is home resting and ayah's away.hah he's going to enjoy himself watching F1 at the skybox.idiota -.-

so yeah,i so cant wait for tomorrow.hopefully everything turns out okay.and oh yeah late wish,Happy Belated Birthday Ajie/Azri :D da call kau kan?da cukop.haha and also not forgetting sister in law to be,Kak Raihana.Happy Belated Birthday to you too:D may you finish your studies fast and come back here soon because abang is being so annoying when youre not around.lol you know how is he right?haha yeah thanks for the gift from australia the other day for me and my girlfriend :) take care.see you soon.

thank you so much for being there for me all the time baby.youre the most radiant person ive ever met in this world.and there's nothing more than i want to just sit and be in your arms baby.we're going to make everything go smoothly and fine with all our hearts. oh oh congratulations for making through baybeats FOR BETTER ENDINGS:D

i love you my little babygirl

2009-04-02T18:23:00.001+08:00

well,baby is getting better.praise god for that.last night after heading home from baby's place,parents and i went to onan road to eat.so i was thinking maybe damian was in the studios.so yeah he was,met him and smoke a stick and talked about issues.hah the funny thing happened when he shook hands with my ayah.hah then went back home.all the way ayah was being a jackass clown.he's going abroad tomorrow morning.woah im sure going to miss him.

well today i went to meet baby at her place.and noone knows how happy i was when i felt her body temperature was normal again.then i start making her smile and laugh her heart out.hehe UFOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!baby is so adorable but sadly,i had to leave early because of some reasons.it's okay baby,i'll see you tomorrow,my mamacita. hehe so now im currently talking to baby via msn.god knows how much im missing you baby :(

i have problems and also issues with certain people.well im going to deal with it like tomorrow.nobody disturbs my loved ones.and now you've crossed the line by doing that.i'll make sure you pay the price.remember,arrogance can be a crucial weakness.and there's only death in ambition.youre just one person.this part is for someone that im sure all of you would figure out right.lol youre a slut!what do you expect?haha poor thing girl.youve been mistaken as a toygirl.isnt that nice?that's why i told you from the start,you aint pretty but simply cheap.

well apart from all that,i just cant wait to see baby tomorrow.i miss her so much and to those who are attending tomorrow small birthday celebration.i got to say this,im really sorry that i cant attend the celebration azri and fitri azura.maybe we'll just celebrate soon around our house area okay?you guys have a nice evening tomorrow.baby,i got a suprise for you heh but im sorry sayang,i cant tell you what it is.but im sure you're going to be smiling wide and laughing when i give it to you tomorrow my baby.heh i love you,my nabila♥

2009-03-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

well it's been quite sometime since ive blogged.currently im waiting for the clock to struck midnight.i need to wake baby up,she's having a very high fever.baby i'll pray for your quick recovery :( it hurts me so bad to know that i cant be by your side when you need me most sayang but at least i got to take care of you the whole day just now.thank you for cooperating with me and listening to me baby.hang in there baby,i'll be there in the morning to cater to your every need.because i love you and it's my duty to serve you b.

but earlier today sucks alot because both baby and ayah is sick.and i must follow ayah to the clinic first.only god knows how i feel when i was there waiting for his queue number to be called:(
i almost brokedown because at the other side,baby was telling me she wanted to go home.i make faces and ayah understood,he then told me to go meet baby.thank you ayah.and ayah,please get well soon.all im asking for is god to make these both individuals to get well soon.if it's not possible,at least let me be the one with all the illness.ayah has workloads to finish and i want baby to go school and study :(

lets hope that tomorrow will be a better day.i'll be seeing you early my love.for now,you rest well and sleep tight i'll wake you up at 12am kay sayang.get your medications and off you go back to sleep.i love you baby,please please get well soon sayang :( oh well,thats all for this blog post.it's for these two whom i loved the most,who showers me with love like no other can.who pampers me with everything i want.i love you both :( get well soon my love ones.

2009-03-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

NF

evening to all.im back home since i dont know what time.laid my ass down and keep falling asleep.ive been waiting for my baby to return home.god i miss her so much,at least i got a chance to see her this morning :D kinderjoy baby kinderjoy but it went to min.it's okay baby,plenty more where that came from.as long as i can keep you smiling,i'll do anything for you,my baby.

sorry that i almost got us into trouble baby :( right after meeting baby,i took number 12 and good god almighty,only god knows how long the journey is to city hall.purpose of me going to city hall is to head for the baybeats auditions :) one,support the favourite band of mine FOR BETTER ENDINGS.gosh they are awesome i swear.and two,is to get their merchandise.so i wanted to head home after that but the t-shirt is too big and i had to go to mountbatten cc where all the merch were at.changed it and headed home.

now im patiently waiting for baby.though i know im very impatient deep down,what do you expect?i miss her so much :( it's okay though,absence makes the heart grow fonder and i got to see her in the morning.im pretty sure im going to dwell tomorrow,argh sunday-.- and oh yeah,happy birthday shahirah :D 18 and wow.well im not late wishing you right?ive wished you in advance last night on msn :D haha.have a good time today :D

baby i love you more.

2009-03-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

i'll see you soon

cant describe how im feeling right now.nevertheless im missing baby so much right now :( today is pretty much fine.baby is having her period.heh i love this time of the month :D you know why?because i get to see all those adorable faces baby is going to make.my philosophy is that i'll always love the inner beauty of a person first before anything.and for my case,my babygirl is one of a kind.

i have nothing much to say today but i only wished this one thing will come true as soon as possible.yeah maybe you guys might think that my wish is for baby to be my side?it's always my 1st wish in my mind.this wish is special,i dont even think baby can figure it out.anyway,i love you baby <3 happy eating sayang.i'll be waiting for you.im missing you baby :'( i feel so helpless without you here b.

2009-03-26T20:18:00.002+08:00

first chapter.

hello readers :D im back for an entry.i had the intention of sending baby to school today initially but i was too worned out from the day's before sleepless night.im sorry okay baby :( it's okay my love,i still have the rest of my life for you.so i woke up at around 11?pretty late i guess and i was really thinking about what time baby will finish because she has remedial and pretty unsure about her release time.baby texted me to take my time if im coming over but when she did that,i was already nearing her school.i planned not to be seen by any of her friends,it will only result in worrying to finish fast instead of doing it properly.to my suspense,desiree and natasha saw me.hah they told baby i was waiting.baby got stress thinking about me waiting :( sorry if i disturb you doing your work just now b.

i texted ayid to come over and accompany me.then he came over at around 4.45? haha might as well dont come but a big thank you to ayid who came over.baby came out shortly,poor little babygirl was all exhausted and hungry.so we ate before heading home baby was like saying sorry that i have to wait and my reaction was like "huh for what seh?" i mean waiting for her is love.because i know who i am waiting for :D heh so baby,im suppose to ask you this,will you marry me b?heh baby is currently eating with mama.happy eating sayang :) i'll be waiting for you.

oh yeah,i also visited my aunt who live just beside my babygirl.to collect some invitation card.heh cute little girls down there,all at their attention seeker age :D haha well family is family :D

well i apologise in advance b,i cant send you to school tomorrow too :( i got something on,you know right b?but i'll fetch you baby and we'll have a jolly good time tomorrow :D i love you babygirl.youre the first chapter in my life now as i dont see all the past happenings as my life.and im thankful to god that youre going to be by my side as long as i live.stay with me baby,embrace me with your presence and love me like you only can.im missing you baby :( i'll see you in a few hours k b?muaxmuax♥♥♥

2009-03-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

incredible,i finally made it :D i got to send my babygirl to school today! yay! but sad thing is ive only did that twice :( sorry baby.soon more days to come k baby? i have the perfect formula already,all i need to do is sleep a little early.get someone to fxcking wake me up like there's an earthquake then stay up till 5am by occupying yourself;cooking was my activity.heh so damn happy to get to send her to school :)
theres a saying:
always declare your love,
fresh and early morning.

well ive did it and im sure as hell proud of my achievement.okay after i met her under her block,we walked to the bustop and waited for the bus.after i laid my ass on the soft and cold seat,the sleepiness comes to my head.im sorry i felt asleep on your shoulder in the bus baby.it's so cozy to hug you and sleep despite the location.i feel the safest in her arms and there's no other place i want to be but right there.after sending her off to the front gate,i made my way to bukit gombak for my revision lesson bookings.to no avail there was no available slots,so i booked on friday instead.i had nowhere to go but head home :( later in the afternoon,i met her after curricular time and waited for 2.50pm.baby has her prelims oral today,hah piece of cake for my baby:) heh so yeah while she was waiting for her turn to be invigilate,i was chilling out with ayid.stories from the past seems wonderful to be told.had some long laughs together sia :Dhaha

we then headed back to the school gate to wait for that little girl to come out :D so yeah,baby was exhausted and so was i.we decided to take a cab home and upon returning the favour of accompanying me earlier today,we gave him a lift.haha joker dickhead sia!back home,we watched tv,ate and spent time together like we always do :D it's just sad that baby has remedial classes till 5 pm tomorrow,means lesser time with her and what am i suppose to do for the whole day till 5pm?haiz,its alright baby whats important is that i get to see you baby.i love you sayang.happy doing f&n okay sayang?i'll be right here waiting.

oh oh oh,so youre back bitch?hah i know you the best.youre just someone who can live peacefully upon seeing other peoples' happiness.you stalked all the people you have history with.hah even my daughters blog also you want to view?tsk tsk get a life okay _ _ _ _ -.-

baby,youre the most radiant person ive ever met in my life♥

2009-03-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

tuesday,2nd day of the week and also the day baby and i got together officially :) it rained in the morning,so it's cold.i havent put on that hoodie of mine for quite sometime.hah why am i telling all these to everyone?oh yeah,it's my fxcking blog.b,remind me to punch myself later.for two straight days ive failed on my morning mission :( im trying my best baby.wait for me baby :D

i fetched baby today and was there to so called back my friend.some gangsters are after him-.- apart from that,baby and i had lots of laugh today :D heh she always makes me smile :) im getting more lazy nowadays,especially during holidays.lol but it's okay,as long as my days can be spent with baby,what could possibly go wrong?heh baby needs a lot of rest,she is exhausted with school and im honoured to be the one picking her up everyday,i cant bear to see her carrying those heavyload of books :( it's okay baby,im forever picking you up from school :D heh

and baby,im sorry about the nasi too keras :( im sitting at home alone,waiting for the rest to come back.god it sure as hell boring without baby around :( i wished youre here now baby but nevermind,i still can see you through the webcam now :D heh. i miss you so much,my darling :(
may god allow me to complete tomorrow's mission.i'll be seeing you in a few sayang :D

my nabila,
my world,
my life,
my everything.

2009-03-23T11:28:00.005+08:00

so today was pretty fine.baby had school as per normal and i was hoping all morning long that she wouldnt have any remedials after school.let's just pray that the remedial will start at least after three weeks :( im having my holidays and this is the perfect time for me to spent time with my baby.ayid texted me saying he has problems after school with some pretty fucked up shit gangsters.hah zaman ape sak nk main gangster?lol but in the end that fellow didnt turn up.also because of this,naz didnt attend his class today.sorry bro!

we ended up going to changi airport to get popeye's :) baby's favourite.then we parted at the bus terminal.baby and i enjoyed the food and watching hindustan at the same time :) heh when it was time to go,as usual i'll dread like a bitch.because i need to wait for another 18 fucking long hours to see her again :( but no matter how short our date is,it sure have it's rightful place in my heart.why?because i love my baby.

*earlier today

why would my heart ache
so much if i dont love you?
youre the only person that
keeps me breathing in this life.
i not only need you
but i want you in my life.

i feel great and happy
i only believe in forever.
i love you nabila♥

2009-03-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

it's the weekends again.it's better than last week.wanna know why?because baby is here,in singapore not away anymore :) though i cant meet her at least i can do anything to make my eyes see her.only you and me know right b?heh baby is currently at a bbq event with her familia.so yeah,im here uploading some games into the psp and waiting for the queen's return of course :D heh.

i love you baby<3 and oh yeah,my holidays are finally here.woah so damn fucking happy.i finally can kick back and relax.no school no tensions no lectures and everyday babygirl day!well that's all for now,so long you chickenshit motherfucker.

2009-03-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

what baby said is true.if only this day would repeat,i will be like the happiest boy on earth :D heh baby is currently having tuition now and im just done with my meal.come just to blog and upload some photos from my mobile phone.after this im going to call baby and talk to her heh :D i love you more baby.i just cant get enough of you.

oh by looking at cherie's tag,it reminds me of something.since when you became the ruler of earth?haha asking people not to smoke and all.goodness my friend was disguted by your actions.he created an excuse so that he can meet his friends.haha so sad.

b,i miss you :( i'll talk to you in awhile k yang?and thank you for everything baby.i'll see you tomorrow if god's willing.i love you my nabila.

2009-03-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

i tried to restrained myself from sleeping everyday after morning prayers but somehow,i always sleep till about 745?lol and today really shot me and i know how to not fall asleep after morning prayers.MOTIVATION!and that kind of motivation can only come from one person,my baby :) i wasnt having any classes today because i have MCYS reporting and goddamn it i cant believe its finally coming fast :) for those close friends of mine should know what im talking about.heh.as i was saying,i hurried myself to bathe and make my way to baby's place secretly.she starts school at 9am today so i wanted to sent her to school whenever i have the oppoturnity :D but i ended up making her mad :( im sorry baby.i thought you were still asleep,somemore the weather so nice to just sleep.

then i entered by suprised :D heh baby was first showing me that fierce face of hers 0.0 but in the end,she gave me that wide smile.heh so damn cute my baby,i know ^^ we then bussed down to her school.parted there because i need to make my way to the MCYS building.lol but the goodbye is just temporary.im seeing her later on.so skip that part and yeah i fetched baby from school and came back to the place we call heaven :) everyday with baby is amzaing.sadly,i got to attend school tomorrow.fxcking hell.haha.

oh oh here's something for someone,hey how are you doing?lol i see youre up to no good now.aww that is like so damn sad aint it?oh wait,if my mind serve me correctly,werent you the one who said my friends were useless and bunch of no-lifers?how come youre making friends with them?aww hypocrite :) it's okay,i know what kind of person you are.stay happy and go fuck around k?haha

lastly and the most important part.
baby,i miss you :(

2009-03-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

aint blogging yet till i get to meet baby.got to see her by the window just now.heh but it was barely enough.i swear im missing you so much still baby :(

2009-03-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

newsflash!MY BABY'S BACK! WOOHOOO THANK GOD.SYUKURALHAMDULLILAH!

2009-03-16T16:35:00.003+08:00

come back soon b

queen of my ♥

one of the most saddenning day of my life is today.you wanna know why b?i'll tell you why baby.school was normal baby,lessons were like at the usual.but i dont have anything to look forward to :( because youre not here baby.i start my everyday by hearing your voice sayang then i will then be super happy because i know that im fetching you later the day itself.sadly to say,neither of those happened today b.

skipping classes was my habit.but today,there is no point skipping classes as youre not around b :( initially i wanted to go home and sleep but the rain stopped me from doing so.i guess youre sending me a clear message to ask me to stay in school.like you said the other day "b,dont skip classes anymore k?" tahan punye tahan seh b,i still cried eventually.i miss you,my love :( please come back tomorrow instead of wednesday.i cant take the pain anymore b but i love crying for you b.whatever it is b,i'll be waiting right here.

i love you baby.youre the only thing i want to see now.youre the only thing i wanna feel now.the desert doesn’t miss the rain, if it had rain it would no longer be a desert, everything would die
the north pole doesn’t miss the sun, if it had sun, it would melt into the sea, everything would die
i miss you b because, without you i would no longer be, i would die b.

come back soon my love

2009-03-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

first of all,i miss you baby :( my crying session is going to start like,right now? :'( nothing special today baby because youre not here :( i was home the whole day till about 6pm.i went for nenek gemok's kenduri arwah b.then shortly at around 9 pm,we made our way home.and now im here b,pretending you are reading my every word and spilling my tears everywhere because i miss you baby :(

it's empty and cold without you here,baby.i miss you so much.please come back soon okay b?i can never stop crying thinking about you baby.i know your heart can feel my suffering and i know youre missing me too,heh :) well that's all for today baby.like ive told you and this blog,it gets really fucking dull and boring when youre not here baby.so i'll just keep myself busy with songs and your pictures baby :) but i cant promise you that i wont cry.im sure i will baby :'( in fact,ive been crying from the start of the post.i miss you baby :( i love you my nabila ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥